Thursday, January 03, 2008
Well finally the wedding is over i have done my part liao and i have talk to diva already, i am happy that she turn up for the wedding and help out in the sister gang. I know she is piss of with me over certain things but all i have to say is i am sorry if in anyway i have hurt you. Thank for doing so much for me i can see you effort and you have really done enough liao, I know certain things cant change the fact ever though i still hope that it should change. I am glad that you are happy with her and of cause i know she treat you well and love you alot alot, try not to quarrel too much with her k. I know what are you thinking about yesterday and i am sorry that it's me who cant move on but i guess since it's a new year i should learn to put things aside and move on ahead. 3 years ago i make my mistake and 3 years later i still cant get over and done with it, we knew each other for 10years liao what a long time and i tell you it's so hard to let it go.
I knockout last night after i got home not because i am drunk but i just tired and also dont want to think so much about all the unhappy incident. I will always remember everything that she have done for me and i guess i wouldnt push my luck this is enough already. I got woking up this afternoon by a call from that her and i guess by she called also, well i certainly think that this affair should stop because she cant give me 100%. I am tired i dont wish to walk alone and it's really damn sad that when you need the person to be there just even to talk the person cant do so for some reason. I know soon you will read this i dont how to tell you over the phone but certainly i am not happy with what we are going through. We seriously need to have a good time when you are back here so meanwhile let dont contact each other till you are here in feb. I just want to let you know also in case you couldnt get me that day drop me a msg cause i might be going for training i will give you a call once i am done. If i still cant get you i will give huiling a call to make sure you are back her, i apply liao for the next 2 days when you are back. I will still keep my promise so just give me a call k, i guess for the next 31days you should think about what you want to tell me when you are here. I will be glad to spend the night listening to what you gonna tell me and i hope that end of the day everything will turn out good, dont forget about the raw fish as well k.
She
May be the face I can't forget
The trace of pleasure or regret
May be my treasure or the price I have to pay
She
May be the song that summer sings
May be the chill that autumn brings
May be a hundred different things Within the measure of a day
She
May be the beauty or the beast
May be the famine or the feast
May turn each day into a heaven or a hell
She may be the mirror of my dreams
The smile reflected in a stream
She may not be what she may seem Inside her shell
She
Who always seems so happy in a crowd
Whose eyes can be so private and so proud
No one's allowed to see them when they cry
She
May be the love that cannot hope to last
May come to me from shadows of the past
That I'll remember till the day I die
She
May be the reason I survive
The why and wherefore I'm alive
The one I'll care for through the rough in ready years
Me I'll take her laughter and her tears
And make them all my souvenirs
For where she goes I've got to be
The meaning of my life is She
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
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