Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Well guys didnt update my blog really long cause damn lotz of things happen to me, finally my spell of drink & drive happen on me. I got into a terrible and major accident and seriously i am terrible injured. I broke my leg and my right shoulder blade and i hardly can move now, i was on the bloodly wheelchair for almost a week. It really kidd my freedom and alot alot of things that i plan for the next half a year i couldnt not do anymore. I really hate myself for doing that well this is not the 1st time i got into accident but i really didnt think that it will turn out to be so terrible. I forgo my TP test on jan liao haiz... i am trying very hard to recover so that i can attend my dearest cath's wedding and be her sister gang as well. I also miss my HK trip liao guess i got to spend my christmas with my poor little shannon. I miss DB training as well haiz... just join new club not long ago with joyce and alvina haha... we always row together and of cause i miss rowing with joyce. Haiz... i will take something to go back to rowing cause my right hand still no strength to do alot of thing especially sport. I also miss my office ppls cant wait to go back to office to work and of cause partial to see the debate of my island... ( P.S ppls who work in my office will know la dun need me to explain)
I recently got into something that i dont really want to get into haiz... well sometimes i really dont understand when you have a fling do you just finish and done with it or will you put in some feeling when you have fling? To me i use to be that kind of person fling is just a fling i dont bring it with me after that but sometime error do happen. I knew that someone who i wish that i didnt actually mess around with cause it's something that both of us cant handle. I finally know the feeling of being cheated and being a 3rd party as well haha... i guess this is how diva feel when i cheated her. I dont know izzit not enough feeling or what but i actually dont feel piss off or angry about the things that was just told to me. I mean i guess it long ago when the respone from that person was slow and behave so secretly but i didnt know that there are more lie behind the story. I guess this kind of relationship is call the love hate relationship, everyone want the best of both world but nobody can own it cause everyone is selfish to what they have. I guess when you are too use to live in your own comfort zone or you are too use to the person that you are with you will tend to live with it ever thought something you are unhappy with it.
I am not a prefect person of a perfect lover but of cause i wish to give my best to the person that i love and loving someone is not only just by saying i love you or i will be there for you. I guess loving someone is to understand how the person feel about the relationship when something goes wrong you have to talk things out in order to slove it and not wait till things happen than you realise the impotant of your partner. I always talk things out with diva and i guess she is the most perfect relationship that i have but i guess i should be the worse in her life. I think i cant be prefect for her if flirt is not in my life haha... why human must be so greedy why cant they just have 1 will do, izzit that hard to love someone truefully? I got no rights to comment on relationship cause it's you to decide what you want in life who you life to spend with for the next 50years.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
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