Sunday, September 30, 2007
Wedding after wedding, i am pack up with wedding dinner from year end till next yr march at this moments, haiz... the whole world is getting married. I don't know izzit too early or is the prefect time to do so. I mean since you found your partner and you this he is the one and don't wait liao. My sister also getting married soon haiz.. yr end than next yr jan it will be cath turn, march will be michelle, and sep will be eileen offical wedding dinner. I guess i feel bless with them around, they making me execited about the new life that they are going through i am happy for them.
I just went back to paulner, haiz.. love to be back home the feel is so damn good. I goes well with Eileen and partner & also with therasa around as it suppose to be a birthday celebration + meet up session. I say my fav paulner singer haha.. she is back i really miss her & her voice. I am sos happy when i know about it that she is back, she do ask me about xue ren but i don't how to answer her haiz... It's me, my faults and i really don't want to talk about all this la. I want to let it come naturally for me, i mean so what if i still have feeling for the someone else. I know it well that it can't happen between us so i rather not to know about it, ever thought i really want to know the true. Love me is the end, my fac singer told me that she will never sing that for me again, never ever again. I don't know izzit because we are not together or it might be also a love song for her as well. I also didn't wish that love me will be sing again without xue ren around, miss those time when at paulner i will receive a artpiece created by xueren. haha... It's over la i being to think about life, alot things make me change my way of thinking. I guess it's time to grow up and learn from mistake, if others already trial and error don't follow blindly also. You will only hurt yourself more and never learn your lesson. Someone once say, you can show a man what you can but you can't teach his what is life. I guess now my feeling is very confused over alot of things, i am actually under pressure and stress recently. Everything just fall apart without warning given, i am pretty not prepare for everything. I have to face the fact it's like that move as it goes on.
I cant fight this feeling any longer
And yet Im still afraid to let it flow
What started out as friendship, has grown stronger
I only wish I had the strength to let it show
I tell myself that I cant hold out forever
I said there is no reason for my fear
Cause I feel so secure when were together
You give my life directionYou make everything so clear
And even as I wanderIm keeping you in sight
Youre a candle in the window
On a cold, dark winters night
And Im getting closer than I ever thought I might
And I cant fight this feeling anymore
Ive forgotten what I started fighting for
Its time to bring this ship into the shoreAnd throw away the oars, forever
Cause I cant fight this feeling anymore
Ive forgotten what I started fighting for
And if I have to crawl upon the floor
Come crashing through your door
Baby, I cant fight this feeling anymore
My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you
Ive been running round in circles in my mind
And it always seems that Im following you, girl
Cause you take me to the places that alone Id never find
And even as I wander Im keeping you in sight
Youre a candle in the window on a cold, dark winters night
And Im getting closer than I ever thought I might
And I cant fight this feeling anymore
Ive forgotten what I started fighting for
Its time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars, forever
Cause I cant fight this feeling anymore
Ive forgotten what I started fighting for
And if I have to crawl upon the floor
Come crushing through your doorBaby, I cant fight this feeling anymore.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
3:10 AM
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