Wednesday, September 26, 2007
I never feel so down for so damn long, i never feel so lost and dunno what to do at all. Everything just goes wrong and wrong, i cant figure out what's wrong or have i really make the wrong choice. There are cetain time in life there are down moments and here come mine down moments: 1st woke up at 9am when i suppose to be in office by 9am, 2nd left my house without knowing that i didnt bing my wallet, 3rd make a big U turn back home just to collect my wallet but realise that i have lost / misplace it, 4th 930am i am still at home finding my wallet.. haiz.. damn it!!! give up after a 15 min seach... 5th left for work and though maybe can reach by 10am but... the bad thing is my bloody bike broke down in the mid of the road at upper seragoon road, 6th call fren to ask for tow track service but was give wrong no... 7th push my bloody heavy rvf to the side of the wrong when the whole world looking at me ( i am in jacket & riding boots in a hot sunny morning). 8th walk 15min to a posb atm just to withdrawn cash and clever enough i took only my atm card and left without taking my $50 cash, 9th walk back to the damn atm machince to as the bank teller what to do and luckily there is a police officer around to return me the cash, 10th wait for 45min for a cab and bloody hell singapore got no fucking cab or all cab got eaten up by monster. I reach office at bloody 11am which i am late for 2hours i got a bloody exam to take a 930am and i am really dead liao. I dunno how to explain this to by boss as he is gonna to qus me tml morning, haiz... than i though my nightmare got to be over. My member call from overseas to complain about the resort they are currently staying in now... it took me 1 hour to change 1 room for them and 1/2 hour to talk to them and understand what is the whole problem. I went for my exam and i dun think i did well for it cause alot of this kind of things actually affect me alot.
I went out after all stress i have, when to mt feber with whisk,james & cow... i finally dun need to ride up, i am james's pillion. I wasn't in a very good mood also cause i actually thinking of some emo thing la, i realise that someone might be interested in that someone that i like and i can see that they are actually quite close. I really dunno what to do i confirm not planning to let go this new by telling everyone i intereted in getting a realtionship again.
I guess all this can prevent if i dun think so much, nothing much actually will happen, life is like a dance you learn as you go something you lead and sometime you follow, dun worry about what you dunno. I guess what you can do is to let go and everything will be good, someone once say when this is not yet in ur life is not consider yours so since that the person you crush on is still single does mean that it's meant for you. Learn to move on is a form of art, it take a second to time, a min to decide but a lifetime to to know what you want.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
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