Saturday, September 22, 2007
I haven't ha ve a good rest from start of the month till now, finally today is my off day can sleep like nobody business. I didnt go for training since sava race is over, i actually didnt enjoy it well la. I guess maybe it's a really small race and everyone wasnt really prepare for it and it turn out that everyone was abit disappointed with it. I guess this time round the girl do it very well at least manage to get into the semi final ever we didnt bring home cookie.... For me i was busy over at natas haiz.. as usually quoting the wrong price and this time round i got to bear the cost and haiz.. not a small amount, really damn sian lor...
Have been quite emo recently, i guess maybe because of stress. Haiz.. now my workload is added into my shoulder and i am more into cruises now. It's like the most happening things gonna happen in town end of this year . I mean it's just cruises why everyone from all over the world have to make a big fuss abit it, haiz.. I need a break and i really want a holiday. I am riding up to KL next month togethe with SBF fren haha.. 1st time going touring and somemore with my rvf feeling abit scared. I hope it gonna be fine cause alot of ppls who go touring dun really have good exprience, i guess got to prepare it and get ready to chiong ah... I guess that all about my work life erm... as for my love life erm... currently i have already forget abt the person who sore of kiss my fren. I mean they didnt end up together but they are still as close as ever la. I recently have been quite close to this person la but i know the feeling between us is not there so i dun actually planning to build it up. I guess this kind of things just let it be nature lor cause you wouldnt know what's gonna happen next. I really understand quite alot of things recently being to understand how to treasure ppls around me. The things that wrote below use is actually how i feel about myself when i was with xue ren. I treasure every moment we spent and it's over and it will be kept as something special.
Sometimes I drink till I'm drunk , I like to have freedom
I always make mistake and I love to lie, But I do feel guilty
I've met dozens of unsrupulous friends
I learned to prefer new things and abandon the old ones
I owe to so many women
I'm afraid of marriage , I never keep to my promise
I've promised to quite smoking but I was just simply saying
I've forgotten my dreams , I'm fed up of my job
I'm bad in planning my life since I was little
But there's still (in the world) only you who love this useless me
You bear my mistakes and my faults
We both know that we're not suitable for each other
Yet you're still willing to wait
Why do you still love me, a rascal like me?
Are you too silly or are you too generous?
Everyone bashes me , No matter how bad my reputation is
But you never seem to care about that
Why are you with me, a rascal like me?
Having lived half of my life yet I'm so useless
But your faith never breaks , You struggle with me with a grin
However bad I am , I won't be cruel enough to cheat on you
My life is like the weed without root
Only you appreciate me , Do everything for me
My previous love is a long list , But I'm putting a full stop (period) to it
You still love me, a rascal like me
Are you too silly or are you too generous?
Everyone bashes me , No matter how bad my reputation is
But you never seem to care about that
Why are you with me, a rascal like me?
Having lived half of my life yet I'm so useless
But your faith never breaks, You struggle with me
Even if it's for others, No one will be cruel enough to cheat on you
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
4:28 AM
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