Finally i say it to xue ren after 1.5yrs, i guess this things suppose to be say and done before the ugly side of say fight against each other. I dunno i say it because i was drunk or because i jus wan attention or maybe it's my true self. I didnt ho hui wat i say that night cause wat i have say it true and real. I know that xue ren wasnt that happy with it and seriously if xue ren can kill me it will lor, i mean at the point i dunno wat xue ren is thinking abt thoughout the whole night or maybe it's jus nothing cause now xueren liao is better. I dunno wat to say i wouldnt say it' guilty or bad that i have say everything from my heart out to xueren. I dunno wat took me to have the you qi to say but already say liao wat to do. I guess not ho hui ye lai bu ji le haha... I injure myself again kao.. accident damn pain la now got problem writing lor cause it's on my arms. Haiz.. my poor RVF is sick again sent to hospital and will be out tml and the bloodly bill is not cheap lor this time it got to suck my blood again. I miss cath, jo, jas haiz.. girls when r we meeting up. Cath ur wedding things plan liao anot let meet up soon to get it done k, haiz.. hate my emo feeling.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
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