Thursday, June 07, 2007
I have been sometimes since i've been blogging, ever since star of may i was slacking till finish got a job in june. I am still back in travel line hehe... but this time round job and pay is good location of my work place also not too bad. It's just that the troublesome thing is that it's in CBD area got to pay $1.50 ERP everyday haiz... and also damn hard to find parking lot cause CBD area we biker consider that as a golden area mainly for cars not for bikes. I have to park in a public carpark across the building and walk 5 min to get back to my office. It's abit shit la but no choice cause i got no where else to park. I actually feel quite down recently dunno why also just a special kind of feeling i very long never felt like this liao. It's hard for me to say anyway haiz.. I mean i dunno whether am i avoiding something or really serious about forgetting the thing. I feel that in a relationship trust issue can be a major problem if you dun handle well, I mean it take 2 hands to clap but a o/w relationship will not end up good in anywhere. If you did try to talk it out and given so many chances but nothing still remain the same then wat is the point of holding on to it. You hold on to it maybe because you think that the person might change, or you think that actually all you have just done was a rush thing, or maybe you really love the person alot that you cant bear to let go. Something our mind will tense to take over our heart and just play us out and in the in we dunno why we keep giving that person chances and he/she just take it for granted. I just deciding in this kind of relationship you must stand firm and be share about what you actually want, dun drag and waste each other times in the end both of you will suffer.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
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