Thursday, May 03, 2007
how many of us actually treasure your partner when you are in a realtionship? I wonder if you are so nice to your partner during the realtionship are you real and true to her? When the time that you cheat on her or lie on her did you actually feel guilty or sad when your partner realise that you can be so angel to her something but when you turn into a monster you are really a monster. I was asking this qus to myself how much or how deep i actually love xueren last time, if i really love xueren that much i wouldnt have do thing to hurt xueren. I couldnt give myself an answer it's something i cant explain, i know i am a really *ssh*le which i guess everyone know but it's something which i did it to xueren cruelly. Some people might think it a;ready 2yrs since the break up why do you still hungover this incident, it's you who is at fault no one to blame so you cant keep holding on to it and doesnt move on. Xueren have already move on with it's own life and so do you why do you keep thinking abt it. I really xueren blog recently i still rememeber last time it will always start by Wayne & I..... but now is Karyn and I..... haha.... It's going to be their 1 yr if i am not wrong haha... 1yr for that xueren & karyn and 3yr for xueren & wayne. I know xueren love her alot alot cause at the most down point karyn become her angel and i guess i have never been so nice to her when i was with xueren, I read about some past thing that xueren use to blog and cetain thing i actually didnt know until i read about it. Image a blog which i didnt know until 2yrs later, that xueren also didnt tell me that as well it's so happen i was at that website and i realise it. I guess it's too late for me to realise also la haha... it doesnt make a different also la, it will just make thing worse if i still hanging over this. I guess too much thing for me to talk about i guess i am getting old haha... old something that i shouldnt mantion over here cause alot of my frens is ever older. I know xueren is doing fine now,haiz.. always busy with work dun ever have time for lunch & dinner. I am really worry abt it man haiz... hope that no sickness will come and look for xueren.
Maybe i didn't treat you quite as good as i should
Maybe i didn't love you quite as often as i could
Little things i should've said and done, i never took the time
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
Maybe i didn't hold you all those lonely, lonely times
And i guess i never told you, i'm so happy that you're mine
If i made you feel second best, i'm so sorry, i was blind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasn't died
Give me one more chance to keep you satisfied
Satisfied
Little things i should've said and done, i never took the time
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasn't died
Give me one more chance to keep you satisfied
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always in my house
(you were always)(always)
(you were always)(always)
(you were always)
"you were always on my mind, it's trueI never thought of anyone else but you
You were on my mind and in my dreams
I should have stopped to make you seeYou were always..."
(you were always)
"i worked so hard, i thought you knew,My love, i did it all for youI never really had the time
I guess you couldn't read my mindYou were always..."
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
6:27 PM
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