Saturday, May 20, 2006
Recently alot alot things happen at home really those very bad thing and i am not happy about it at all, i realise that i didnt tdo alot things for my family members so far and i really feel bad about it. I have so much things is left undo i really dunno how to start with, i feel so stress and lost when she is not around, maybe i am insecure without her. Everything i do keep remind me of her, every place i go or anything i buy sure will think of her one, i mean is like next best choice person is her. Human is like that so selfish one only lost the one that inportant to u than u think of it, why cant we be more real about things i think love someone unconditionally is not easy and the best thing is loving the someone unconditionally and being hurt twice is ever more unforigveable. There is no way i will get her forgiveness again ever i know how wrong am i, missing those time when she was around singing elmo song to me, doing bao face and draw bao for me. I never know how important that was when i misses them in my life, it will never happen again, no more shopping together, planning to go clubbing or ever have a chance to nag at each other. Maybe one day out in the street she will jus turn around and walk off. choosing not know is should be the past choice for her, well i was back in class on wed taking subject that i dun like again but one of the subject that i am taking remind me of her and that is econ haha... Well last time she use to nag to me how bad is that subject but i jus take it lightly and know i finally know the important of it. Listening to one of her fav song now it also my fav song by nuflavor well all the thing she did for me i will never forget, i will always lao lao de keep it in my mind. I am not a good lover for me ever thought so much things have happen but i choice to leave her, well 10june i am leaving for taiwan for tour leading trip wanna to share this joy with her so much but... anyway i miss her badly.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
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