* sweet dreams * i am in d r e a m l a n d `

i wore my skating shoes... and skated alone...lost in dreams...

Thursday, March 02, 2006

I finally understand how she feel when she found out that i got affair, the feeling really feel shit no words could explain how i feel. It's just like how much you explain doesnt help how u think about it and how u feel toward this. I really hate myself for beliving the wrong person, and hate myself for letting someone that i love the most lefe me . I think this is bad kama, as i say i always belive so in bad kama and ya man here i am getting all this back. I HATE WAT I AM HAVING NOW.

Early in the morning i put breakfast at your table
And make sure that your coffee has it's sugar and cream
Your eggs are over easy, your toast done lightly
All that's missing is your morning kiss that used to greet me
Now you say your juice is sour, it used to be so sweet
And i can't help but to wonder if you're talking about me
We don't talk the way we used to talk, it's hurting me so deep
I got my pride, i will not cry
But it's making me weak
I'm not your superwoman
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everythings ok Boy i am only human
This girl needs more than occasional Hugs as a token of love from you to me
I fought my way through the rush hour trying to make it home just for you
I want to make sure that your dinner will be waiting for you
But when you get there you just tell me you're not hungry at al
lYou said you'd rather read the paper and you don't want to talk
You're like to think that i'm just crazy when i say that you've changed
I'm convinced i know the problem, you don't love me the same
You're just going through the motions and you're not being fairI got my pride,
i will not cryStill i can't help but care
Ooh baby, look into the corner of your mind
I'll always be there for you through good and bad times
But i can't be that superwoman that you want me to be
I give my everlasting love if you return love to me
If you feel it in your heart and you understand me stop right where you are,
everybody sing along with meI'm the kind of girl that can treat you so swee
tBut you got to realize that you've got to be sweeter to meI need love, i need trust,your love

i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at 4:40 AM