I lost you, but i found you again time and time again you give me all the chance that i long for but now i no longer being love by you. I fail to kept my promise and i fail to give the trust, the love that you have for me always cant make it stay at my heart. I felt so guilty that things just goes wrong so decided to admit to you cause i know i love you so, i shouldnt have cheated you in the first place since i say that i love you. i dont know why i did it but i didnt know what i was doing, the feeling of losting someone that i love the most in my life really hurt me alot alot. The day that i dont wan it to happen and it's happening now, i hate this unlove feeling from you. I know you dont wish to see me, or hear anything anything about and the best thing is i should just leave you alone rite ? I tell you my beloved diva i cant so this to you, i felt so sad and painful when i know you are sick now and i cant take care of you. I dont want you to get hurt again, i wan to be there to take care of you to share my joy and happiness with you. I promise you that if you forgive me again i wouldnt do anything thing that disappointed to you again, i promise i wouldnt keep any empty promises to you. Pls darling let me love you again, i need you badly in life i really got no mood to carry on in doing anything. I am what i have done for the pass 3 years was wrong i need you to forgive me, i really really change to the good little snowman jus like any good little children pls pls pls forgive me.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
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