Tuesday, May 29, 2012
it is fast 1/2 yr have gone and there are so many things i have done and have not done.. looking back at my 2012 I ask myself is this what I want for 2012.. I think again and smile... ya maybe that is what I want and what I need. Sometime I think back, if she never left me what will my life be??? Will i ever learn how to be independent? WIll i appreciate what i am having right now?? I am glad that i have so many good friends around me, going through all those high and low with me.. when i am at my most down and helpless moment, they pick me up and walk with me.
I have been busy with work to fill myself so that it will be easier for me to move on further.. i have my riding fun, it become a passion to me. As for my shooting.. i always say and tell others i will try my best to capture the moment of life.. the life that i will to bring out from my camera.. that kind of life i will others to know. I am not the best.. but i am happy that whenever i posted the picture online there will be people liking the photos.
Sometime i think back i cant believe that we have broken up close to 2years.. it is really such a long time. Thinking back again.. This yr will be the will be the 4yrs since we knew each other.. and now we only met once a yr (if i am lucky) well my friend was telling me.. when will she be getting married?? will I be invited? lastly will i ever attend her wedding?
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
3:34 AM
Friday, May 18, 2012
Dear Eggcow,
another year have pass and i still miss you badly.. today if the 4yrs since you left us. The memories that we have still kept in my mind, my heart, there are so many thing that i have yet to tell you. So many things that we havent do together, i miss the drinking session that we have, the unplanned riding trip, the 1st time i pillion uyou on xiao bai and alot alot more.. Everytime when i am out there touring i know you are always on my pillion seat looking after me and everywhere i go i will make sure you know that i do bring you along. Although you cant ride with me know but when you watch over me is just like the trip that we always go. I really wish that all these are not real, you didnt left us, God didnt plan you for this. It is painful to know you are not around, it is painful to try to accept that we have to miss you always. There are some many time when i heard familiar voices or someone that look like you i will slow down and keep looking around just wanna to make sure I dont get any chances to miss you again.
R.I.P, always been missed: Celin Choo Huiting (031085 - 180508)
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
6:01 PM
Friday, May 11, 2012
你消失了,
就像从来没有出现在我的生活中一样
我们又回到原来那样,
不打电话,不联系,如同陌生人一样,
只是我们再也回不去最初的原点,
就像有些话说了就再也没有收回的可能
心里从此多了一份想念。
从来没这么想念一个人,
很用心很用心的想念。
想知道你在做什么,
想知道你好不好,
想知道你的一切
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
1:21 AM