Saturday, December 31, 2011
Saturday, December 24, 2011
2011 have come to the end. It was a messy year and i say that every year. I have never been so lost and down ever since 2001 and 2011 have make the history again. I really hope 2012 will be a better year. I really want to thank God for put great frens in my life.. without them i will not be able to complete my 2011 with a smile on my face. If i need to use 1 word to complete 2011 i will like to say Thank You. I been through the most lowest point in life and what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. I fall and no one pick me up.. i look again i realize is me who dont want to get up. Walking out from the comfort zone is not easy, eating the humble pie is tough. But when u see the harvest and the effort u put in that is something which is really belong to u only. Well i completed my 2011 with a ending of where 'we' 1st started, when i passed by that place it doesnt bring up much affection anymore.. memories still flash across my mind. I smile and say thank you silly pig. I have my best memories over there and those 'little secret' will always be kept within us only.
2012 will i be able to put her behind? well saying is easy but when doing is hard, sometime when i have my small talk there will still be her around. Mum and sisters will bring up her once awhile. Friends will still ask how is she doing, i will still see her in school. I will still thought about her and miss her too. Well i only can wish her best, hoping that she is always that bubbly girl that i know. Maintaining this kind of R/S that we are having now feel quite ok or maybe i am just used to it. I just hope that 2012 will be a better year for me and a wonderful year for her.
XoXo,
Sn0w_MaN
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
9:37 PM
Friday, December 16, 2011
It is xmas eve, i wish her all the best. I am spending my 1st snowing xmas, wish that she is here with me.
xoxo,
Sn0w_MaN
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
10:02 PM
Thursday, December 15, 2011
*glad that the xmas present make you smile :P
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
2:51 AM
I suppose to go over to her place to pass her the pre xmas present but thinking about she dont really like me to go over and plus i am kind of busy recently i decided to msg her dad. Surprise that me and her dad still can get along well, it is like we have becoming frens. Well i mean didnt mean anything just get so used to being part of her family, it is like everything u do u will just thought about them. I bought her a small little gift, something not useful but hope she like them. well pre xmas present because i will not be in sg. The 1st time in my life i spend it out of sg, well since i no longer tie up with a r/s i must go see the world more. I am just looking forward to 2012 to have another piggy trip again with her.
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
P.S: i miss u!!!
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
12:38 AM
something came across my mind today, i suddenly thought about her room. I suddenly remember the 1st time we did a big spring cleaning in her room. Me and her bro.. we painted, we clean and rearrange that little room that we used to have. We painted her fav color, she also drew a big snowflake for me. It is like a brand new start of having our own world.. when i think back i just grin...
Friday, December 09, 2011
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
12:48 AM
I am not happy.. How I wish u r here to share with me!!
Monday, December 05, 2011
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
12:08 AM
Today I am here at a place where I found myself again. A place where I wish to spend my holiday with her, a place where I just want to be jus with her. When I step into the mingshu it jus bring back the memories that how I plan my surprise for her. Those time that I jus wan her to feel like a princess again. Now I only can keep those moment by myself and wait someone else to come along again. I just want yo say I miss u!!!
Thursday, December 01, 2011
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
8:54 PM
Looking at myself again.. i think back and ask.. why am i doing this again.. when both strong character person trying to get together is really hard to compromise properly. Don't know who should lead who should stay, dont know who should slow down or who should pick up. Sometime i feel that trying too hard will just make things worse.. asking myself to be patient it just make me feel dumb about waiting. Maybe this is call 1 sided love..I dunno how to say about such feeling, it is like not here not there. I just wish that I have the courage to express it the way I want it to be.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
10:57 PM
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