Sunday, November 07, 2010
someone try to stir things up between me and her on friday.. alot of things that shouldnt be said was said.. but well i cant blame anyone.. we spoke on friday.. i know is a long day for her but i cant help but to speak with her. When i hear her feeling so tired i wish i could be there for her.. to lend her my shoulder to rest on but.. that is no that point.. the point is why our 'secret' was unwrap.
Yes i do MIA for awhile... distance from the crowd.. I just need sometime to pack my heart and find back myself again... I dont know what she told ET with regard abt us but i am quite sure alot of things was not told by her. Well i mean after all she say whatever it is she dont want to talk abt this anymore.. whether is ET fault anot.. because she dont want to spoil the r/s between she and ET. I was like.. wtf.. what a selfish thinking u have. Here i am want the best for u but ther u are only think abt urself and ur own life..
My blood boil like nobody business but still i only can nag here and there.. cant do much too. I also dont wish to disturb u or affect anything so i found the best way out. I get out of the picture myself, yes i choose to say sorry, i choose to say dont bring it up again. Haiz.. it is me, just me.. cause i feel end of the day i am the one who suffer not her. Well once bitten, twice shy.. never let this happen again.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
11:36 PM
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