Friday, May 28, 2010
Alot of thought is running on my mind, so hard to put those thought into words. I realise that end of the day i'm become selfish when it affect my comfort zone. When i realise somehing gonna be taken always from me, i will try my very best to keep it as close to me as possible. Maybe i am not independent, maybe i am lost, maybe i am afraid to be alone, maybe i am selfish or maybe is the actual fact that i cant let go. I am not asking for anything, just want this to be like that for as long as it can be, even i already know the final answer.
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Do you know whenever i am sad, trouble at work and tired; i will be very looking forward to see you and to hear your voice. Even if you dont speak or you dont give me attention is also ok with me. All i want is to have you by my side to end my long day with even a kiss. Praying that every night this happy moment will just freeze at that point of time, or even given a choose i will to turn back again. No matter how hard i try, i will try my best to make you happy, to make you feel love again.
Do you still have that kind of feeling of being love during your honeymoon period? Do u still feel surprise when you receive gift, or even a surprise for love ones? Do you still think of me when you needed someone to be there for you? Do you even thought of spending the rest of your life with me without think of what other will think about us?
I can tell you that deep down in my heart all of the above I DO! I am not here to proof anything right or wrong, not to proof that i am the best of all. I just want you to know that i still have that kind of feeling that i want you to be in everyday of my life. Now things is abit different from the past, i just hope it will not turn out bad as what i expect.
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Kiss the rain, When you need me
Kiss the rain, When I am gone too long
Kiss the rain, If your lip is lonely and thirsty
kiss the rain and waiting for dawn
Keep in mind we are under the same sky and the night
As empty for me and you
If you feel that you cant with till morning
Kiss the rain
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
4:29 PM
I realise that our distance is getting further and further each day. I make an effort to do so many things for her but to her i dont think she feel it. Sometime i feel love from her but most of the time i dont. This mix feeling really make me wonder how long can i hang on to it. I love her more than anything but still i can only give that much. I can take shit from her but i dont want to be act like a fool at the end of the day. The waiting is really long i really dont know how and what to do about it.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
4:43 PM
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