everytime i come in here there is nothing good or happy abt it, maybe here is a place where i can let all my anger out. Yes i am angry, piss off, not happy abt it... u can selfish or maybe silly but i feel this is not acceptable at all. Even as fren i will still piss off over it and best thing is this is not the 1st time already. Am i so low in place in ur life, am i so not worth being notice. Do u know the feeling of disappointment? Even in friendship way i feel very disappointed so can u feel how disappointed i am when i am much more closer to u.

I am disappointed because i vancant my sat night for u, staying up late because of u. Standby the phone thinking that u might call anything. In the end i still end my night with unhappiness. No wonder ppl always say the bigger hope u have the bigger disappointment u will get. U stand at the top most place of my heart but where do i stay? Position is not important to me but is the thought that count. Maybe is just me who put in too much effort in u, maybe i should be less kpo. Bringing my disappointemnt and anger to sleep.

i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at 1:31 AM