i dunno izzit because she is stress over work that why the attitude toward me have really change from good to bad. I really hope that the worse will never ceme to me, no matter what I do nothing will make her happy. It seem like the more i do the more she dont want me to do it. It seem like 10 things i ask her only 1 thing is positive abt it, sometime i find it hard to understand her. Maybe my concern to her is not as good as she being alone, sometime i dont know what to do. Instead of quarreling with her i just avoiding it to make her comfortable.

We begin to talk lesser and hardly understand each other problem. Sometime i feel left out in certain way, i feel that from the last time that i am totally involve in her life till now i seem to be left alone there. Maybe i might over pamper her, or maybe i am just over concern about her every single move.

If you ever read this dont tell me what to do, show it to me. I hate it when it's a 1way thingy because i have feeling too.

i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at 2:23 AM