July have not been a good month for me alot of unhappy things happen to me, I try not to hangover it too much, it's just the matter of time. It's 0245hrs and i am still trying very hard to study for my retake paper. I dont know how confident i am but i am sure i cant fail this paper tomorrow. This week actually suppose to be a happy week but it seem to be like me and DT are stress over alot of things. I know everyone have feeling, everyone do get stress sometime. I am trying very hard to be understanding but sometime i just dont understand what DT want. I give her sometime to be alone, she think i neglect her. I overly concern her then she become grouchy toward me, i am trying very hard to be patient. Sometime to prevent quarreling with her i rather avoid it, not that i dont want to give in but i just think sometime we need sometime to cool down. I am not blaming DT, in a relationship this kind of issue do happen. If you understand someone and you really love that person what is this small things matter to you.

i know DT is always there for me when i needed her the most, whenever i am down or grouchy over work she will always let me complain all i want. Whenever i am sad and i need a big hug she is always there. There is nothing more that i can complain about, she is the prefect person in life. Sometime when you compromise and being more understand you will find how special is that person to you. Loving someone come from the heart not only by words, when you just do for the sake of doing that is not call love that is call pity. After so many things that i have gone through with her it make me realise her more and make me treasure her more then ever.

XOXO
Sn0w_MaN

i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at 2:45 AM