Tuesday, June 23, 2009
It have been a great weekend for me, spend a wonderful weekend with DT at conrad hotel. It's just a busy getaway for me, another surpise for DT and some pamper for myself. Well my plan work out really well and i am glad that my baby love it. We have dinner at 'The Ship' restaurant, follow by movie and a slow walk back to the hotel. We have spend some QT and of cause my wine and my home made 'dessert' play a big part in the QT session. Breakfast is prefect at conrad, already there are alot of ppl over but somewhere somehow i am abit special. I dont need to really do alot things myself, that is the best part going back to your home ground where you belong. I guess my baby is pamper like a princess and with such a wonderful breakfast to start and end with i believe it really worth spend just that wonderful weekend with DT. It's have been really long since me and DT took public transport and somehow we got lost while we are on our way back home.
Friday, June 19, 2009
Well weekend is over and now we have to come back to reality. I really hate my job, hate my current job so much that i feel like it's the worse job that i ever took. I complain day and night to DT and something because of this we almost quarrel as well. I complain is becuase i am not reasonable paid by her, i give my fullest and i got my lowest. If she still dont want to do something about it i will seriously leave this company before i go any further crazy and unhappy.
There are alot of things running through my mind, sometime i really dont know how to express it out. It's not that i cant talk it out but sometime i realise that even when i talk it out i still will not find a solution to it. When i feel down/trouble i just suddenly thought about eggcow, i also dont know why. I cant help but just wanna to run to her whether i am in trouble and sad, maybe life without her is really a lost to me. Alot of things i am learning it in the hard way, sometime even when we know it but we still want to try. To me you never try you will never know, if you dont know how you learn from your lesson. Certain is worth trying, if not sometime you will not get any chance anymore in future.
There's a story inside of me
Many sadness inside my mind
I'm always thinking how should I live without all pains
I am shivaring like a child in this deep darkness
Can you see, Can you feel my feeling
But I want to know my fate
Before my every hope fades away
Take my breath away
Take me higher as you can
I want to fly somewhere, far away from this word
Give me some wings as I can fly eternally
I know you just want to know
what I'm always waiting for
You came in to my sacred room
But I shut my door
In the silence you can listen to your own heartbeat
Just believe what you see and feel
But you need to know my fate
Before my every blood is gonna freeze
Take me to the place that we met immorality
I want to fly somewhere far away this word
Give me some wings as I can fly eternally
I will never be scaredNever ever die
I want to lose my mind to the end of the world
Don't look back and down
Time will never stop, never
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
12:52 AM
I hate............
I hate my work
I hate being so poor
I hate not being reasonable paid
I hate ppl abuse my dog just because he is a dog
I hate ppl any how feed my dog
I hate my room so messy
I hate for not having enough time to spend with my love ones
I hate to wake up aimlessly
I hate myself for making a such a rush decision
I hate the most is i cant help to make my above list better
I love............
I love to spend more time with my love ones
I love to spend more time at home
I love endless weekend
I love the freedom at work
I love my new toy
I love my my days during my pervious job
I love my baby gaga
I love nuaing with my baby
I love to have sometime on my own
I love the most is i dont need to worry about tomorrow
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
10:15 AM
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