Saturday, May 30, 2009
My last 5days in RCI, i dont know to feel happy or sad. Time really past very fast, 1/2 a yr is gone and my last moment at RCI is getting shorter and shorter each day. I do feel sad that i got to leave and i dont really have the excitment for my new job. Today is sat and to me i am so used to have sometime on my own or with DT and now i got to go back to my new office for meeting.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
I am actually feeling abit lost now, i really dont know where to start or how to move on. I dont really want to mess up my life, i found the right track of life and now i am slowly losing my spark in it.
This week have been a busy week for DT but a slacking week for me, going off work on the dot and didnt bother much to do my best for my sale. No more nagging from my boss, no more coaching on my preformance, dont need to attend meeting. I feel abit neglected with this kind for action. DT have been really testing on my patient recently, i know is not DT fault to finish work late but i wish to know wat time does she finish. I dont want ot waste my time doing nothing as i have 1000 and 1 things to do as well, I put her in front of everything but yet i still get this kind of treatment. I am not blaming her for wasting my time but i did ask her how long she take or wat time she finish. If you make a promise / agree pls try to fufill it, i know in future i might ended like her since i am also going to event industry.
Well put all the unhappy issue behind and start everything new, i just wanna to complain nothing actually affect me or maybe i will try harder to me more understanding. Well i guess is a good month to end May and let welcome June, a brand new month and a brand new start. I am really parying hard everyday to be good and to be happy :)
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
10:08 AM
I have been really 'busy' ever since i am back from HCMC, it's quite a ok place to go but for me i think just go 1 time enough already. Not much of interesting place to go, the place serious i worse then BKK. I go there for a purpose so i dont feel so bad about it, for the sake of absolut i will go all out for it. Finally pass my class 2 and completed all my bike lesson, i must really treasure it well. Time pass so fast 1 more week i will be leaving my current job, been here for 2yrs really lots of things that i cant let go. Although this job is not prefect but i can say is the best job out of so many job that i had work before. I really dont want next friday to come because i dont need to come back to work again.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
I am abit lost recently maybe is because of me changing to new place soon and thinking of those negetive issue that i might encounter in my new job. Well DT have been good to me, keep putting me at the right track telling me that everyone also have to move on. I know having negetive thought is not good for me but i cant help it but to feel fearful about it. I am not getting a proper regluar income like my current job, which mean that i have to watch my spending carefully. I must really save up for raining days and min my debts for future. My school fees is gonna kick in soon and of cause to prevent my mum from nagging i have to pay my own school fees.
I dont deny that i am being bother by the money issue and of cause this month i have been cutting down on getting my absolut and selling some of my extra absolut stuff :) I hope my new job will give me good income, if not i think it's really the most regret choice that i ever choosen.
*something that i think is meaningful*
This is 10% luck, 20% skill
15% concentrated power of will
5% pleasure, 50% pain
And 100% reason to remember the name!
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
1:39 PM
serving my last 1 month in my current company is not easy, but alot ppl feel that i am happily as compare to last time. 2yrs of my young and memories that i have here, i know i will be sad on my last day at work. Spoke to my department head, given the greenlight that my tender is approve. Alot of ppl ask why didnt u are ask to hold back, personally i think back maybe i am not a high flyer that worth to be hold back by the management. Well to me even thought is my last month i wouldnt give a 1/2 fuck attitude for work, of cause ppl do tell me that just do 80% will do end of the day they also cant do anything to you. To me service industry is very important, if u do 1/2 fuck to ppl others will do back to u too.
Saturday, May 02, 2009
Today is not my day or maybe my bike got curse by ppl, both tires got sabo by ppl last night. It when flat totally on me, or maybe it really bust out. I am damn piss off, too 1hr to do all these shit. I will need to sell off this curse bike before more of this stunt thingy happen. 2 more days to my trips for HCMC, DT tell me to be happy but with all these shit happen how to be happy. I know i sure got to spend more money this month, haiz... another poor month for me.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
2:04 PM
It have been 2yrs and it's really sad that i have to leave, it took me a very long time to make the decision. I dont feel good when i have to leave, so many unforgettable momories that we had together. We have been through so things together, all those high and low moment and we still make it through. Now i just got to move on to somewhere, you have been really good and understanding to me. I can say that i didnt really put in much effort to make it better, if i still can make a better choice i will still choose to stay with you. Everyone always have a turning point of time and now it's my turning point.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
11:12 AM
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