it's 0445hrs in the morning i am still awake with my lappy with me, listening to random songs and sending some email out. Ever since last month end i have been really stress out at work, i dont know why but just that i cant have a peace of mind. I dont know what i am worry about also but the more i am stress the more i cant be bother about it. I am really tired, very tired at work. I have never face such stress load at work for really long long time. Last time i have this kind of feeling is when i am working in hotel and the decision for me to leave was actually right. Now i cant make up my mind what i want, I try to talk to DT about it but i feel that i dont want to scared her about work life since she is gonna start work soon.

I am so glad that DT found something that she wanna to do, glad that she started off in an event company and since i think she is so clever sure can crop well over there. We going to start our degree class in Sep so DT hang on there, dont overload yourself. I feel so bad everytime i keep complaining to DT, maybe i got job insecure problem :) Anyway i really need a break, havent been getting out of singapore since my last trip to Koh Samui. This time round i am going to the beach again.... with my dearest DT, well i am glad that in the end both of us are able to go for this trip. I have been to redang for alot alot of time already and i really hate to spend 10hrs on the bloody bus ride, well the trip is free so i will make it worth.

I really dont know how will things be like in the next few months, i dont forseen that it will be a good sign. Anyway whatever it is i guess let God handle my work load i really dont want to think too much about it. I try not to be stress over this issue since DT always cheer me up, i also dont want to upset her. 4 more days to my last exam paper then will go for my sweet holiday :)

i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at 4:47 AM