It's 5am in the morningi am still awake studying for my exam , i am going to have my last paper for my course at 10am. Finally work so hard for so long this is the last paper i am going to take. I tell you nothing get into my brain at all, i am really bad at numbers. I have been staying up lately to do the Vday present instead of studying for my exam, i know alot of ppl said this is what i choose so dont complain. Well time past so fast Xmas is over, CNY is over, Vday is over. Next PH is good friday, guess i am going to be out of job soon. Someone told me this before, if you drag yourself to work, show no interests at work. It's a sign that you are sick of your job time to change them, i feel like going back to travel trade to work but due to working hours and DAMN LOW PAY i got to think again. I mean it's not too bad la still sometime that i like but since i take up the job again i will be flying around and got less time to spend with my family and love ones. Alot of things is going through my mind now, in the sense of leaving my current job for a new job. I know no one is in a good position to give me good advice and the best thing is that why do you want to leave this this kind of time when time are so bad.

If i really leave this job i want to have a good and long holiday, i want to go beaches soon!!!! 1.5weeks to go to decide stay or leave, of cause i think 80% i will choose to leave of not i think my boss also will hint hint me since i am not doing well their and 20% is stay but at the edge of the mountain waiting to be push down. Well feel that i dont want to think too much over it as it come then come lor... Well i cant stop them from coming if they want to.
Hmmm... anyway going to a super short holiday after my exam soon, going to radang again but this time round i am going with DT :) hope that it will be good trip.

DT is so sweet pepare a very special present for me, DT play flunt for me on 1 of my fav song :). I am entitled for book of memories of me and her, i tell you she is so sweet hand draw so many things. She drew till her hands is full of colors, and of cause those sleepless night do counts as well. I am also a very nice person, hand made puzzle plus alot alot of things which i think she will like it. We spend our evening visiting eggcow then follow by going to the night safari. It have been really quite long since i was there, not much changes but to my surpise still so many tourist over there. Me and DT enjoy the place alot, we took the tram and some trail walk. Well happy moment doesnt last long, soon after it's 11pm already, send her back home then make sure she eat and my turn to go home. I am so tired when i am back home, cook something to eat follow by some TV show, R&R abit then too tiring till i fall asleep. By the time i actually setting down and start studying is already 2am, i didnt really take in much but still i try to understand abit.
I am so glad that i spend my day well with DT, it's really sad that i cant spend my night with her, not for the sake of my exam i would be more happier and have more time with her.

i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at 5:22 AM