Sunday, August 31, 2008
Happy Birthday to shannon Lim, he is turning 6yrs today so convert into human age is 42yrs
Saturday, August 30, 2008
I thought i really found you but it seen to be like we lack of communcation... Maybe all this is just a fling so that why we behave in this way, It's like after what have happened we seen to be keep a distance away. I am not too sure izzit because i am being sensetive or izzit this is the way of how you behave but i really hope that there will be more respond from you. I just miss you...
阴天在不开灯的房间
当所有思绪都一点一点沉淀
爱情究竟是精神鸦片
还是世纪末的无聊消遣
香烟氲成一滩光圈
和他的照片就摆在手边
傻傻两个人笑的多甜
开始总是分分钟都妙不可言
谁都以为热情它永不会减
除了激情褪去后的那一点点倦
也许像谁说过的贪得无厌活该应了
谁说过的不知检点
总之那几年感性赢了理性的那一面
阴天在不开灯的房间
当所有思绪都一点一点沉淀
爱恨情欲里的疑点
盲点呼之欲出那么明显
女孩通通让到一边
这歌里的细微末节就算都体验
若想真明白真要好几年
回想那一天喧闹的喜宴
耳边响起的究竟是序曲或完结篇
感情不就是你情我愿
最好爱恨扯平两不相欠
感情说穿了一人挣脱的一人去捡
男人大可不必百口莫辩
女人实在无须楚楚可怜
总之那几年你们两个没有缘
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
6:13 PM
Finally I understand what are friends for, friends that drink with you everyday, friends that meet you everyday or friends that you talk to everyday does mean that they are true friend to you. I am quite disappointed with someone yesterday and this is to show me how much I am important as a friend to him, this is not the 1st time I encounter such issue but I still regard him as my friend but yesterday at my must helpless point not advice was given to me. I have to turn to another friend who just got into accident who advice me on what to do over the phone just to get my problem solve. I still cant really solve the problem after so long then in the end he decide to come down to my place all the way from bukit batok just to assist me, where my so call ‘friend’ who is live so close to me cant be bother at all. This really changes my concept for choosing friend and taking them as my true friend, when I was going through my accident period yes they came and visit me and tell me all those friendship thingy. In of the day is just by saying no action, lot of things that happened but I just take it as different people have different lifestyle. Finally when I got into such thingy I get this kind of respond from that friend and it tell me how much I worth in his life, I swear no more getting advice from him again. If last night Jonathan didn't came over and help me out maybe I will have a bad day today, I really owe in a big fav and this kind of friend are then call friend.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
I was at fisherman village last few nights and it just bring back memories of those time when me and eggcow use to hangout over there, those time that when we know each other, those time that we share our joy and happiness together. It’s just me who is being emo for over the week, was a bit down at work due to boss keep pressuring me to do on my sale. I don't know how long can I keep doing the same thing over and over again but trying to keep my fighting spirit up and going. Finally when I was at my most down moment in life I found that someone that I can rely on and I really hope that it’s not a dream.I think i am falling in love with you already, hopping that we are not the replace of that someone in mine and your life. Thank for everything hope that you will open up and let me in your life.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
10:44 AM
I am finally back for koh samui..... i am super tan tan tan.... I am so happy, i wish i can extend more days over there the beach is so beautiful the photos that i take will paint a better picture. So far that is the best beach area the i have been so far but of cause the sunset is not as nice as the bali one, the place remind me of bali and phuket it's like a combi of both but never the less i really enjoy myself over there. Well soon after this trip there is still 1 more trip to go to complete my 2008 trip planning, haha... so looking forward to november. 2009 will be more fun more beach area to attack, more photo taking session, much more tanning session and more and more to come in 2009.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
This is really a damn long tiring trip but nevertheless i have fun with 4 crazy monkeys and without them really no laughter. It's also my 1st time ride bike without helmet in thailand and i tell the the feel is so damn good, do anything you like, park anywhere also can, no helmet also never mind.... hahaha... :) We have fun playing water sports, sun tanning and lotz and lotz of eating and drinking session. I think i have grow 5kg fatter then before, big fat beer tummy is coming time to do some running and gym. I am so glad that it's sunny all the way in samui even thought when we reach there the 1st day was raining but the next 2days was just prefect. I hear that sg was raining for the past 3days so really crossing my finger not to rain tml.
Today took a day off staying at home to sleep and recover from my long bus ride, went pass farrer park just now and suddenly i just thought of that someone, wondering how is she doing in hongkong never hear from her for really long. Today was just like walking down memory lane was passing by a few places that remind me of center ppls and each people do have a little story to remember. I happen to read someone blog today and knowing that the person doesnt sound like she is doing well, she sounded like she is going through something alone and needed to be put back on the right track again. I msg her but no reply from her at all, i do feel worry about her and praying that nothing bad is happening in her. Well another day had gone a brand new day is starting so treasure what you have at this moment. Someone once said: Yesterday is the past, tomorrow is the new beginning, today is unknown.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
12:33 AM
Finally the day have come... i am leaving for koh samui tonight....
Monday, August 18, 2008
haha... ladies and gentleman dont miss me too much i will be back on monday.....
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
4:36 PM
CONGRATES TO JOJO.... MY LITTLE GOD DAUGHTER SHARONA ARRIVE ON 18/08/2008 AT 1248HRS. I AM SO HAPPY!!!!! :) :) :) SO LOOKING FORWARD TO SEE THIS LITTLE SWEETIE PIE...
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
6:26 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!!!
Friday, August 15, 2008
August 18, 2008, Leo 7/23 – 8/22
Overview
There are all sorts of creative ways to get around the conflicts in your life, but ignoring them sure isn't one of them! Procrastination will never, ever help you get things done -- it will only keep you passive. Step up and take charge of your own life by having that conversation you've been dreading. Set some time aside later today and try to get face to face with the person who's causing you stress. If you can't do that, then talk to them on the phone in a quiet location.
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It's have been 3 months since you left me and it's really hard for me to move on without you around, today i visited you today and when i saw you today i am so speechless. I dont know what to say or pen down my feeling, remember few months ago we still talk about how am i going to spend my birthday together. Those time we have supper together and those wonderful time we go for bike trip, all these happy moment just happen so soon that i cant stop then from leaving. I know it's over it's time to move on and i shouldnt have just keep hanging over you and i know you also dont want me to be upset over such thingy. Everyone misses you and frankly speaking there are never 1 time i stop forgetting about us having all the happy moment and sad moment together. You know jo is giving birth soon... her little girl arriving to this world so give her your full blessing k. I know you are well taken care of by God and really take care of yourself and you will never be forgotten.
Spending my birthday alone again, i also dont know is it me who choose not to spend it with others or is it i dont have anyone to spend with. As time past by and as i grow older i realise that birthday is just a birthday, it's just a day to remember that you mum give birthday to you. Well i used to spent it with that person that i love the most in my life and during those time i have full of surprise from that person. I miss those happy moment that we have together but well in the of the day i have ot let it go, i cant hold it for too long. If we are meant to be together we will be together in the end.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
12:27 AM
I see your beautiful face grining from ear to ear and i know that you are much more happier then before. I am glad that you found 'Yours' and i believe she can take really good care of you and give you happiness. It have been quite sometime i see you smile so happily without any worries, i hope you did make a right choice.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Recently have been really busy and up tight about work and school, doing so much project and having exam. Drinking session one after another, espically last sunday after paulaner with that person head down to wala. Hate to go there but no choice that person want to go there, super regalur over there so in the end we head there. I got lost there and also feel a sense of sadness over there it's just some place that i will want to avoid. I didnt expect that things will turn out good with my 1/2 drunk stated as in at least i dont talk rubbish with them. I saw K over there and i am quite sure i think is her. She is with someone but abit too blur to know who is she with, haiz... she i think we are damn enemies man dont ever bother to look at each other and of cause we didnt say hi at all.1 more week to go and koh samui here i come, can wait for my holiday man haiz... sian sian sian.. so many things to do before i get a chance to go for holiday. Really busy with work and some other stuff really hope that everything i have can complete soon.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
12:10 AM
I am happy now so leave me alone and dont bother me
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
Looking forward to my holiday without anyone disturbing me
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
6:38 PM
Few months have past and i still miss you so badly
Friday, August 01, 2008
Misses your voices so much that every moment i long to talk to you
Hold your photos so closely to me but knowing that you are not by myside
Tears just roll down from my eyes when i know i wouldnt see you again
Flashing back those happy moments in my mind
Wanting so badly that i dont need to face the reality
Miss those laugh that really make my day
Miss those moment that we share our problem together
Maybe we will never meet again, Maybe we will never talk again
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
1:20 PM
I have been quite busy for the past few weeks doing alot of things at work and study as well. Finally month end is over and new month is coming, august my fav month of the year well alot of things to do for this month. Hmm... going for my koh samui trip soon, and of cause very looking forward to meet up with the sisters gang again for my birthday celebration.
Alot of things happen recently whether at work or school and also personal as well, but of cause everything have to look into different way no point avoiding and dont slove it. At one time i finally know how important i am to certain people, well after sometime we are just replacement in their life. Well someone once told me before what is the point of hangover their and wait when you know there is no happy ending to it. Why dont to give up and move on, the other side of the field is always greener.But i dont believe in giving things so easily cause i want to fright for what i deserve, well but after so many tried i am so tired keep losing this mind game. I really hate that kind of feeling being left behind so to make things better i rather be the one who is leave everything behind and move on. I sit at the same place over the weekend and i think back those time when we spend those happy moment together, but happy moment are just happy moment soon you also have to let it go. I set there till sun set and being to start my new life without any unhappy moment, i know it's no easy but i will try my best to do it. Well i being to forget about the past thingy and input new people in my life, well with that person around i do enjoy my life.
Well tomorrow i am going for war, every year i am always looking forward to this day and of cause after 3days i dont think i will have any voice. I miss those time at work have fun to bring people around the world, well i might not give the them the best price but i can try to give them the best service that i can. Haiz.... 2days i will be natas warrior hehe...
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
8:58 PM
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