God bring Man & Woman together as husband and wife but he dont usually take the couple go heaven together, either 1 will usually leave before each other and this is where we learn our letting go. As a couple have you ever ask your partner if 1 day i am not around what are you going to do for the rest of your life? If given a choice do you want to leave the world before you partner does or you prefer you partner to leave before you? Sometimes i just think that life is so fraglie anytime anyone is us is in great danger, you wouldnt know when will be your turn.

Sometime when you think that your are the most happiest person on earth but certain things just dont go on way. Sometimes without realising it you actually lost your most closest ones and your most love ones, you are out of words to talk about how you feel. Others always say i can fully understand how you feel now but usually they dont really understand. They might been through the life and death stage but didnt been through what you and your partner have been through together and what you and your partner shared before.

Imagine yesterday you and your partner might be talking about your next holiday trip but the next day your woke up you found out that she is no longer with you. The feeling of being so close to the person that you love the most but you cant help in doing anything to save back anything. You have not say enough i love you to her, you have not enough of her nagging, you have not buy her enough roses to make her the happiest woman on earth. You have not have enough of the coffee that she make for you everyday, you still wish to give her endless hugs and kisses and you and her have make up your planning for your life way up ahead.

Compromise is the thing that i always tell myself, i try to cut down on quarrel with my partner and create more surpise and love for them. I believe love is all talking pampering and being the most love person on earth and not quarrelling and talking about breakup on each quarrel. Someone once told me before, wayne you can be a prefect lover but you are just short of trust if turst is incl in you i believe you are better then anyone else. I always never learn my lesson all the time, so many relationship have come by and go. There are ppls who are always unforgettable in my list and some are those that i really hate the most and dont wish to see.

I believe you wouldnt know how good is the person toward you until you lost his or her, You can the different in that person because you are too close with the person. You can different the weakness and strength, you assume the person can take all of you just because he or she love you. How much do you think you actually put in effort for this relationship? can you for say claim that you have put in 100% to it without doubting your partner, without doing unfaithful thing to your partner and without lying ( incl white lie) to your partner as well.

'I Love You' these 3 words are easy to say but it's hard to mean it right from the bottom of your heart, you might promise her and promise yourself but sometime you drift away and forget about what you have told her before. Now when it's gone than you start to think about what have gone wrong, didnt you realise that it's too late to do so? I guess just remember whether you are planning to get into a relationship or marriage remember to promise you and your partner the promises that you can keep and fufill it and not just saying things for the sake of saying.

Here, alone up in my room
Wishin' I could be alone with you
You were my lover and my friend
Why did it have to end?
Is it really over? Noooooo

Cuz I can't sleep without you here
I'm afraid I'll drown in my own tears
You were the shadow by my side
Now all I do is cry
I don't wanna live with out you

I was a fool, and I broke your heart
I'm going crazy
Please listen to me lady now......
You're all that I need
I'm begging you please
Don't take your love away from me
And I'll give you my heart
Until Eternity, Unconditionally

Reminicing of how it used to be
I can feel your body close to me
I know that that was yesterday, I threw it all away
Leaving you broken hearted
I'll give you my heart 'til the end of time
And if you'll take it, I'll know that we can make it,

I'll know that we can make it now...You're all that I need
Begging you please
Don't take your love away from me
I'll give you my heart
Until Eternity, Unconditionally
Darling now.....I'm down on my knees
Begging you please
Don't take your love away from me
I'll give you my heart
I'm down on my knees
Begging you please
You're all that I need

i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at 12:30 AM