Monday, July 23, 2007
Finally i say it to xue ren after 1.5yrs, i guess this things suppose to be say and done before the ugly side of say fight against each other. I dunno i say it because i was drunk or because i jus wan attention or maybe it's my true self. I didnt ho hui wat i say that night cause wat i have say it true and real. I know that xue ren wasnt that happy with it and seriously if xue ren can kill me it will lor, i mean at the point i dunno wat xue ren is thinking abt thoughout the whole night or maybe it's jus nothing cause now xueren liao is better. I dunno wat to say i wouldnt say it' guilty or bad that i have say everything from my heart out to xueren. I dunno wat took me to have the you qi to say but already say liao wat to do. I guess not ho hui ye lai bu ji le haha... I injure myself again kao.. accident damn pain la now got problem writing lor cause it's on my arms. Haiz.. my poor RVF is sick again sent to hospital and will be out tml and the bloodly bill is not cheap lor this time it got to suck my blood again. I miss cath, jo, jas haiz.. girls when r we meeting up. Cath ur wedding things plan liao anot let meet up soon to get it done k, haiz.. hate my emo feeling.
Thursday, July 12, 2007
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
1:34 AM
I AM SO TIRED !!!!! DragonBoat training is back as usual again time to chiong again... haha... recently have alot of fun with my DB fren haha... especially joyce, mossy, yen & etc... haiz.. short of that yiling haha... well poor little girl got to work from 3pm-1am time is so upside down with us haiz... but nevertheless we have never forgotten abt you there will still be meet up session just for you k. I actually quite busy with work recently but those ppls really make my day, last fri went to st james with the whole banch of safra rowers than seriously i thought all can drink but haha... someone from the team fail me ahh... Joyce u know who am i talking abt hor.. next time go practise scissors, paper, stone with my dog first than come and play with the owner k. I very long never enjoy such a fun party liao haha. I was walking down Boat Quay on fri before i go down to meet joyce, it jus remind me of some sweet memories that i used to share with xue ren haiz... well that was the past it shld just be the past. It will be nice that i could tell this to xue ren again that although time past fast and things between us are over but sweet memories will always on my mind. I recently met someone that impress me alot, well i dunno how to say abt this person well someone abit special, stong in alot of things can do alot of muilt task, cutie, interesting. I dun really talk much to that person but i wan to know more thing abt that person., i mange to get msn add online with that person but hor after letting the person know i might be sore of crush that person than hor currently no reply from that person at all. I dunno izzit because of busy or jus avioding but seroiusly i dun like the feeling lor. It's like u see someone that u know but couldnt say hi damn sian lor haiz.. anyway i dun think i shld put so much effort on that person la. I hardly know that person lor damn sian ah... haiz..
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
11:58 PM
I feel so heavy today, heavy in the sense of metally it feel like i carry something which i dunno wat izzit. I try ot let go but how i let it go it still come back to me. Some ppls say i am strees and others say i jus think too much. Have you have that kind of feel when u wan something so badly it doesnt happen but after waiting for it to happen it finally happen but u r not happy with the end. I actually dunno why am i like that today, i feel that i am not myself today i got no mood to do things; I feel that wat i have done so far doesnt seen to be good or up to a standard level. I dunno izzit i have done too much or too little, what is enough and wat is not enough i dunno why a simple thing have to make it so messy. I like to plan, i love peace, i love to dream about future. I wan thing to be my way to be plan as wat i wan, yes i can say i am subborn or selfish but this is who i am, i am here to protect myself for being hurt, defend for my needs. I jus feel that why we have to go through all this shit stuff why can we jus be wat we wan to be. How many time in life we wan to do the same childish act all over again. How many time in life we learn how to treasure ppls around us, How many of us actually know ur friends and familes well. I doubt most of us fufil wat i jus say. I just wish that things can be so easy to handle and dun need to think so much and to worry so much too. We live onky once, there will only 1 ourselves, no clog so live ur life to the fullest, Do all the things u wan to do before it's too late.
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
11:51 PM
haha... I am back after so long, well today is my 1st day at work after 1mth training haiz.. well abit scared cause it's like too long work liao suddenly got to work feel so funny. I have a good weekend, hehe.. went for dragonboat race over the weekend well safra didnt do that well but some manage to get in. I tell u i feel so damn tired lor row for 2 sets of 800m leh, kao... whether damn hot lor then got presssure from the seniors haiz... I went ice skating yesterday with that piggy joyce and follow by " farewell" dinner with yiling, yen and etc haha... I plan to leave safra so yiling call yesterday dinner a farewell dinner. I guess i am joining the NUS term and yiling maybe will be going to SPC haha... that poor joyce wanna to come along but due to she have paid the member fee so she have to stay on for the next 1/2yrs hhahaa... ok ppls i going to sleep liao seriously i am not in the mood to talk abt anything now. I jus feel like crying :<
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
12:03 AM
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