i wore my skating shoes... and skated alone...lost in dreams...

Wednesday, March 28, 2007


Sn0w_MaN VS Xue Ren

Sn0w_MaN Profile:
Name:Sn0w_MaN
DOB:unknown
Sex:unisex
Age: TBA
Blood Type: undefine
Hometown: North Pole
Jobscope: Waiting for christmas every year
Fav Food: Sn0w flake
Fav Drink: Frozen ice cold beer
Fav Move: Throw sn0wball
Fav Hobbies:Doing nothing but waiting for santa claus
Fav Song: Frozey the Sn0wman

Xue Ren Profile:
Name: Xue Ren
DOB:unknown
Sex:unisex
Age: TBA
Blood Type: undefine

Hometown: Xue Shan
Jobscope: Teaching other children how to be a xue ren
Fav Food: Bao
Fav Drink: Wiskey Dry with lot of wiskey & ice
Fav Move: Whinging
Fav Hobbies: Must drink coffee & shit everyday before the day start
Fav Song: Xue Ren bu jian liao oh Xue Ren bu jian liao

Story: Once upon a time there live a Sn0wMaN, well this sn0wman is always full of rubbish sn0wman's mum sent sn0wman to school but sn0wman dun really care much in school always daydreaming and waiting for time to past. Sn0wman love to see the world everytime during school holiday sn0wman will always meet up with others kid to go to other parts of the world to see see, but due to sn0wman make of sn0w,they cant travel to those places which full of sea,sand,sun. One day Sn0wman meet up with some frens they decide to travel to xue shan to see see so when they reach there weather wasnt very cold, Sn0wman starting to get sick. They book an igloo at the place near xue shan, the place is very nice & it's cold enough to cool down sn0wman. After checking in sn0wman need to recharge so sn0wman when to igloo bar to ask for ice cold beer, as sn0wman enter sn0wman saw person look alike. Sn0wman got the ice cold beer and when to approach the look alike person, the person is very dao & dun like to talk to stranger. Sn0wman is not trying to harm the person sn0wman just want to make frens, sn0wman saw the look alike person love to drink wiskey dry so sn0wman ask the bartaner to fill up a barrel with lotz.. of ice and 1 bottle of wiskey. Sn0wman bought the drink over to the look alike person and say i bought u a drink and i wish to be fren wirth you. Sn0wman and look alike person starting exchanging greeting and the look alike person being to talk. The look alike person is name Xue Ren, have been staying in xue shan for years and xue ren do teaching for living. Sn0wman told xue ren that they are here for holiday during school break and they are new here. Xue Ren bring sn0wman and the rest out for a tour the next, they visit alot of sightseeing place and sn0wman being to get close to Xue Ren.

Xue Ren is very nice to Sn0wman always take care of make sure sn0wman go to school and listen to class, make sure sn0wman that make sure sn0wman is not notti never create trouble in class. As time pass by sn0wman being to lost interest in school again, and sn0wman no longer have much interest in Xue Ren ever thought Xue Ren still unconditionanilly taking care of Sn0wman. 1 day sn0wman did some bad outside, sn0wman didnt dare to tell Xue Ren abt it but no matter how Sn0wman hide the sn0wman still cant bluff through the way with it. Xue Ren finally found out the truth, Xue Ren feel so hurt when sn0wman do all this hurtful things. Xue Ren hardly trust sn0wman now, ever thought sn0wman and Xue Ren are still in talking term but Xue Ren no longer care for Sn0wman that much. The sn0wman contiune to lie to Xue Ren and always never confess it to Xue Ren, Until 1 day Xue Ren cant take it anymore decide to leave the Sn0wman for good. No more chance is given to Sn0wman cause too many chances was given before but still turn out to be all lie, Sn0wman try very hard tio explain to Xue Ren for all the lie and problem that was done still cant let go from Xue Ren's mind.

Now Sn0wman is all alone no more care and concern for Xue Ren, no more drinking session with Xue Ren. Life is really lonely without Xue Ren around,Well Xue Ren also felt very sad but due to Xue Ren is born to be a stronghead person so Xue Ren didnt give in to Sn0wman anymore. Xue Ren move on with own Xue Ren life, meet new frens, got new job, go to new places to have fun but sometimes no matter how far u go there will be a centain place you go that will remind you of the sweet memories that you use to share with someone special. Sn0wman feel so lost after Xue Ren left, it's like no colour in life, no mood to go to school and also the study turning from bad to worse. Sn0wman go to work and also dun take thing seriously at all, Sn0wman just find no meaning in life. Sn0wman use to be a person who always take lot of pride at work and in life, who always smile wherever Sn0wman goes but now Sn0wman stop doing all this.

Sn0wman felt so guilty in all the things that Sn0wman done before, Sn0wman didnt blame anyone cause it all Sn0wman fault,Sn0wman trying to talk to Xue Ren but the incident but it just cant workout. Xue Ren just cant trust Sn0wman anymore and Xue Ren think that nothing can be talk about, wat is say is already said and wat have done should be done already, so wat's there to take about. 1 day Sn0wman got Xue Ren a very beautiful present, when Sn0wman saw this item Sn0wman have decide this is a prefect present for Xue Ren. Sn0wman manage to meet up with Xue Ren on 1 of the good mood days, Sn0wman feel so excited and looking so forward to meet up with Xue Ren. They met up in a nice cafe and they have a good meal, well during the meet up it's kind of weird cause after 1year they never meet till now. Xue Ren not really keen to talk to Sn0wman cause it's just weird, when they meet up a few greeting was exchange but nothing much dearly like last time .They manage to talk things out but not very specific on the topic that sn0wman wanted to talk about. Sn0wman finally got some encouragement from Xue Ren, tell Sn0wman to take care and do well in the part time courseand career.Xue Ren also tell Sn0wman to change dun always think the way you want it to be. Sn0wman have to be considerate to others, Sn0wman must learn to grow up, cant be so childish anymore.Xue Ren told Sn0wman be happy with what you have now dun ask for too much, when something is yours it will meant to be yours. The thing will come back to you 1 day no matter wat but when the thing is not yours no matter how much you try to take back it wouldnt come back to you. After Sn0wman feel that it's true of what Xue Ren said wat goes around, wat comes around, it's the same for the bad kama that i have done. Sn0wman miss Xue Ren alot, so manything that Sn0wman wanna to tell Xue Ren that night but Sn0wman dun wan to make Xue Ren unhappy so decided not to do so. Xue Ren already got an angel beside to take care of Xue Ren, the angel care alot for Xue Ren and for sure shower with unconditionally care and concern for Xue Ren. This make the Sn0wman ever more guilty, knowing that what the Sn0wman use to do in the past was taking by someone else. After dinner Sn0wman wake Xue Ren to the train station this is the 1st time Sn0wman didnt sent Xue Ren back and after that they say goodbye without a goodbye kiss. Xue Ren msg Sn0wman that and thank Sn0wman for the present ans wish Sn0wman all the best. Xue Ren like the present that Sn0wman give, Xue Ren carry on with Xue Ren life and Sn0wman live alone with hoping to meeting up with Xue Ren again.


i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at 4:49 PM


Monday, March 26, 2007


I finally quit my job haiz... 1yrs3mths17days well i do miss that place but still i prefer to leave, anyway i didnt actually left the office in a very nice way la cause of some misunstanding with my manager in the end i was ask to leave haha.... anyway nothing to be proud of la. i wanna to leave for good but due to i have bond with the stupid company i can leave, into end i spend 2.4k to set my freedom for the next 6mths . I got a job shortly it's an a office hours job, i once told myself i hate office hours job cause i got to wake up early to squeeze traffic with the rest and when returning home will be stuck in the jam but in the end i broke my promise. I am currently working now with my new boss a nice guy he actually offer to pay for my bond without asking me any qus why i leave and etc. I mean now i got more time to do things that i want to do like, go holiday anytime i like, spend time with my dog, my family and some friends. I dun really need to bother abt coming into office on time ever thought it suppose to be starting at 830am, my jobscope is something like purchasing have to make sure pricing and stock are correct. It's actually quite a easily job and once everything is done i actually can go back but nah... i choose not to la cause it does really look nice on me i mean it doesnt really reflect well lor. I got bao a big present hehe... guess wat??? nah... dun tell u go ask her hehe.... well hope she will like it. I met up with dawn yesterday finally i get to drink my paulaner beer wow... miss it so so so much man.... somemore 1 for 1 hahaha.... so anyone want good and reasonable beer go on sun & mon for 1 for 1 during happy hours. We talk quite alot i mean talk abt bike, work , life and of cause that somebody. I mean not so much abt that somebody cause i dun wan to sabo dawn la, she also very close to them but can disclose much to me too. I mean she dun tell me i also will know la somemore certain thing i know more then dawn now, Well i really dunno how to passing her the birthday present hmm.... well i guess i will try to call her la. Anyway i gtg liao and i tell u actually getting out of travel trade for awhile it actually feel good not so stressful.

Depeche Mode --- Somebody

I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my inner
most thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone who'll stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
She'll get my support
She will listen to me
When i want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in genera
lThough my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
She'll hear me ou
tAnd won't easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact she'll often disagree
But at the end of it al
lShe will understand me
Aaaahhhhh....I want somebody who cares
For me passionately
With every thought and
With every breath
Someone who'll help me see things
In a different light
All the things i detest
I will almost like
I don't want to be tied
To anyone's strings
I'm carefully trying to steer clear of
Those things
But when i'm asleepI want somebody
Who will put their arms around me
And kiss me tenderly
Though things like this
Make me sick
In a case like this
I'll get away with it Aaaahhhhh....


i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at 9:24 PM


Saturday, March 10, 2007


It have been sometime since i blog well really have been busy with work, nothing good happened at work all the bad things just happen la. I just come back from bali not long ago, hmm... finally got a great tan dark and well tanned now my skin start peeling off hhehe... anyway spent my cny well ever i have to work but manage to request all morning shift hehe. I actually spent these 3mths quite well school gonna end soon but i fail most of my paper so still have to retake well some of my frens is getting married this yr and start of next yr hehe.. jus attend eileen's ROM wow... so know her husband for 7yrs since secondary school time and now finally the are husband and wife feel so happy for her. Well joanna is having her wedding as well in Penang Bayview Geogetown hotel haiz.. have a hard time to go over but still i knoe la and lastly it's my best fren cath koh she is gonna have her wedding in another 9mth s ++ that is really fast haiz.. dunno why think that fren are getting lesser all left me 1 by 1. I miss those time that we use to gather together as a group for a drink at paulner hehe... than my fav singer will sing my fav song " Love Me" but well now and future she will never sing that song again cause it's a history at paulner, ever thought anyone wanted the song she also wouldnt sing. I just read this book call One More Day by Mitch hm... he got really nice book and i enjoy reading them well i guess this book reminds me of something. I wonder when is the last time u actually say i love u to your parents or is sister & brother? when is the last time u do something good for them? When is the last time u say thank you to ur family member when they do something great? I really something miss doing something for my family member well we are hardly home and we hardly talk too,espcially my mum she support me alot but i always think that she is negging dun want her to be around dun really like to answer her call or ever i call her. I realise that actually by doing all this i felt guilty sometimes, i do miss her when i am not in sg or when i didnt meet her for the whole week but u knoe we chinese dun really express our love for parents like ang moh do. i pretend that i dun care and love her actually i do she done alot of things for me but i just dun get it only. Haiz... well now say all this also no use just home that u ppls take care of ur family when they are still around dun mess things up and start to realise that all u can do was just to show love.


i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at 3:57 AM


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