Thursday, May 25, 2006
Jus finish packing abit of my drawer, haiz... 1 drawer contain so many of my rubbish well jus now found some old letter from some frens and exs hehe... after reading thought all this letter felt that my love life was quite silly during secondary school time. I mean but that was also the sweetest memory that i have too hehe... I bought 1 Lego few month back didnt have time to fix it but dunno why jus now jus feel like fixing it. I miss those time when i fix all my Lego with the bao i always remember she always she this to me tell me dun buy so much of the Lego cause got no place to put her her comp, she also will tell me if i dun behave she wouldnt wan to fix Lego with me again. Haiz... now all by myself fixing it alone, she promise me to but me a big ferrari Lego for my birthday this year so u think she still remember or will she bother??? I will be leaving for Taiwan soon haiz... not to play is to work and the best thing is all alone leh damn sian i jus hate hate hate the lonely feeling la kao... I need someone to distress...
Saturday, May 20, 2006
Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorryHey, baby my nose is getting big
I noticed it be growing when I been telling them fib
sNow you say your trust's getting weaker
Probably coz my lies just started getting deeper
And the reason for my confession is that I learn my lesson
And I really think you have to know the truth
Because I lied and I cheated and I lied a little more
But after I did it I don't know what I did it for
I admit that I have been a little immature
Fucking with your heart like I was the predator
In my book of lies I was the editor and the author
I forged my signatureAnd now I apologise for what I did to you
Cos what you did to me I did to you
Nononono baby, nononono don't lie
Nononono, yeah you know know know know you gotta try
What you gonna do when it all comes out
When I see you & what you're all about
Nonono baby, nononono don't lie
Because you know you know you know you know you know you gotta try
She said I'm leaving
Cos she can't take the painIt's hard to continue this love it ain't the same
Can't forget the things that I’ve done inside her brain
Too many lies committed too many games
She feeling like a fool getting on the last train
Trying to maintain but the feeling won't change
I'm sorry for the things that I've done and what I became
Caught up in living my life in the fast lane
Blinded by lights, cameras, you know the fame
I don't know the reason why I did these things
And I lie and I lie and I lie and I lie
And now our emotions are drained
When you lie and you lie and a little lie lie
And now your emotions are drained
]Yo, I'm lying to my girl even though I love her
And she all in my worldI give her all my attention and diamonds & pearls
She's the one who makes me feel on top of the world
Still I’m lying to my girl, I do itAnd I lie and I lie and I lie till there's no turning back
I don't know why,and I lie and I lie till I don't know who I am
And then I tell myself
Nononono baby, nononono don't lie
Nononono, yeah you know know know know you gotta try
What you gonna do when it all comes out
When I see you & what you're all about
Nononono baby, nononono don't lie
Nononono baby, nonononoStop, st-stop st-stop stop stop lying.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
4:40 AM
Recently alot alot things happen at home really those very bad thing and i am not happy about it at all, i realise that i didnt tdo alot things for my family members so far and i really feel bad about it. I have so much things is left undo i really dunno how to start with, i feel so stress and lost when she is not around, maybe i am insecure without her. Everything i do keep remind me of her, every place i go or anything i buy sure will think of her one, i mean is like next best choice person is her. Human is like that so selfish one only lost the one that inportant to u than u think of it, why cant we be more real about things i think love someone unconditionally is not easy and the best thing is loving the someone unconditionally and being hurt twice is ever more unforigveable. There is no way i will get her forgiveness again ever i know how wrong am i, missing those time when she was around singing elmo song to me, doing bao face and draw bao for me. I never know how important that was when i misses them in my life, it will never happen again, no more shopping together, planning to go clubbing or ever have a chance to nag at each other. Maybe one day out in the street she will jus turn around and walk off. choosing not know is should be the past choice for her, well i was back in class on wed taking subject that i dun like again but one of the subject that i am taking remind me of her and that is econ haha... Well last time she use to nag to me how bad is that subject but i jus take it lightly and know i finally know the important of it. Listening to one of her fav song now it also my fav song by nuflavor well all the thing she did for me i will never forget, i will always lao lao de keep it in my mind. I am not a good lover for me ever thought so much things have happen but i choice to leave her, well 10june i am leaving for taiwan for tour leading trip wanna to share this joy with her so much but... anyway i miss her badly.
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
4:52 AM
There are some things in life is so hard to forgive and forget no matter how hard you try, sometime the end might be what you wan or happy with it but you are left with no choice. Life is short some important things past by your life stop and go but habe you ever cherish them truefully. I really dunno how to move on with my life i try to buried everything and use other things to cover those say things that i am thinking about but still i fail to do so. I really dunno how i am really tired of every single things that i am having now, when i see her so happy i feel so stupied that i ever did let her down so much i dunno wat make me do i i wan to be happy to but i really dunno how my life seen to be colourless meaningless.
I tried to find the meaning of life Somebody told me I was looking for You And now I know whatever I find There is nobody who can do what You doIn so many ways In so many days When I was looking for the way to Your heart But I wouldn't see The way I could be Somebody loving You for who You are, oh yeah So why does the rain fall downWho causes the sun to rise each morning Why did it take so long To give You my heart When You gave me the meaning of life And deep inside with all that I have I'm gonna love you more than ever before I didn't know the life that I hadWould only show you how I needed you more You understand me You know that I need YouYour love I'm feeling inside And I won't deny the feeling when I Begin to understand the way you feel For me.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
4:47 PM
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