Sunday, April 23, 2006
This month is really a busy month for me everything seem to be so meaningless, well my achivement for this month is that i finally finish my exam for my first modules but i doubt i will pass, secondly i finally install audio system on xiao hong. I feeling of having it install on it was so good but too much time to do up the thing, well school starting soon again i guess this time i am going to put in more effort if not my mum will kill me. I actually have been quite sian with my life these few months, well i jus feel that i jus lost my aim in life on wat i want, i mean i dun have that kind of thinking that i am going to die or wat. I jus feel lost and helpless dunno who to turn to, i mean maybe i jus feel lost when she is not around, well i know nothing i say cant help to mend back on wat i have done haha..Haiz... sometime i feel that i am cheating on everything that i am having. I just cant stay put on wat i want, i really the ugly side and the selfish side of human as long it make them happy they dun care about others haiz.
Oh-oh, yes I'm the great pretender
Pretending that I'm doing well
My need is such I pretend too much
I'm lonely but no one can tell
Oh-oh, yes I'm the great pretender
Adrift in a world of my own
I've played the game but to my real shame
You've left me to grieve all alone
Too real is this feeling of make-believe
Too real when I feel what my heart can't conceal
Yes I'm the great pretenderJust laughin' and gay like a clown
I seem to be what I'm not, you see
I'm wearing my heart like a crown
Pretending that you're still around
Too real is this feeling of make-believe
Too real when I feel what my heart can't conceal
Yes I'm the great pretenderJust laughin' and gay like a clown
I seem to be what I'm not, you see
I'm wearing my heart like a crown
Pretending that you're still around
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
2:12 AM
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