i wore my skating shoes... and skated alone...lost in dreams...

Wednesday, March 29, 2006


Today is her birthday haiz... msg so many time she also dun wan to reply my msg, i know she still hate me la hate me to the core. I was actually quite sian when i know that she went overseas but luckily is with her family haiz... ever is with someone else i also dun have the rights to say anything. I really hope she like the present that i bought for her not because is something branded but is something meaningful. I dunnno whether will she wear it but still is with her now, the 3 band stand for gold is for faithfulness, white gold is for friendship and lastly the rose pink gold is for love. I hope that 3 different meaning represent what i wan to tell her. I know after her birthday we will never meet again or ever contact with each other, i dun blame her for not give me a chance to meet me or ever thank me for the present. I just wan her to be happy for her big day well once again, if u happen to read this blog i truefully wish you a happy and unforgettable birthday.

find me here
speak to me
i want to feel you
i need to hear you
you are the light
that is leading me
to the place where
i find peace again
you are the strength
that keeps me walking
you are the hope
that keeps me trusting
you are the life to my soul
you are my purpose
you are everything
and how can i
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this
you calm the storms
you give me rest
you hold me in your hands
you won't let me fall
you still my heart
and you take my breath away
would you take me in
would you take me deeper now'cause you're all i want
you are all i need
you are everything
everything


i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at 4:49 PM


Thursday, March 23, 2006


Riding on the lonley expressway back home really remind me of her, today i really wish that i could be with her so much. I wan to talk to her wanna to let her know how's my life i, i really miss her alot alot. I finally talk to her online last night well we didnt talk much as she doesnt wan to havea anything to do with me, i dun blame her cause is wat it suppose to be. This coming week is her birthday after so much of considering i have make up my mind to drop by at her place to pass her the gift. I know for sure that it will be rejected but still since i bought it liao must well give it to her, i know it may not be very useful to her but it mean something out of the item. I hope that next coming wed everything will turn out right, i hope that we couldnt be friend again.


You know you're everything to me
And I could never see, the two of us apart
And you know I give myself to you
And no matter what you do, I promise you my heart
I've built my world around you and I want you to know
I need you, like I've never needed anyone before
I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you
I dedicated my life to youYou know that I would die for you
But our love would last forever
And I will always be with you
And there is nothing we can't do
As long as we're together
I just can't live without you, and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before
I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you
I've built my world around you and I want you to know
I need you, like I've never needed anyone before
Wow, yeah I live my life for you


i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at 3:34 AM


Tuesday, March 14, 2006


See the bigger screen, read between the lines
Brush your teeth, squash the beef
Judge the tree by both sides of the leaf
Save your soul, spend your money
Laugh at it's jokes and pretend they're funny
Talk about your goals and hide your wants
Give them something they can hold and get a better response
Beleive in karma, truth and honor
Respect the youth and understand the drama
Think about your move before you make it
And see the motive for the info and advice before you take it
Traffic lights and stops signsCops and crimes,
Top of the lineI lost my mind, I found my feet
Look over my shoulder before I cross the street
Dead zone when i roamI'm begging for attention to be left alone
Headphones and flesh tones
And little Slugo's having trouble trying to get home
Write a song, write a million songs
But they're all the same song it's like one long song
Fight the wrong and make them sing along and
Continue to consume until the hunger's gone
Speak your peace and move on, move on
I need to buy time but first I got to find the coupon
When I climb the mountain i'm gonna teach I promise
But for now you can reach me at the office
Get a job, catch a buzz, learn something, cook dinner,
Find a mate and populate, but try to pick a winner,
Go to school, teach something, be a voice, paint a picture,
Turn the TV off man you don't need a babysitter,
Read a book, write a book, plot a move,
Take over, watch for motorcycles
Calm down, be a doner
Nine out of ten doctors preffer their secretaries
Because they're sick of going home and going down on what they married
Do your homework, solve the problem, celebrate
Tip the bartender, breath and meditate
Oversleep wake up late, push snooze take a bath
When you finish with your drink they let you keep the glass
Skip class, jump curbs, walk the dog
Run slow, leap fates, stand tall Sit still, take control
Yo, you throw like a girlAnd you hate the world
And you lost all your nuts trying to chase a squirrel
But some of these kats don't know to meow
I try to open my eyes to take a look at me now
Alphabitize the records that sit on the shelf
I think you need some advice on how to think for self
Aiyo they want the light, but they don't want the light
They act like they don't know wrong from right
They say they want the truth, but they have the truth
They act like they forgot how to move
DeadI ain't trying to wait for no one else to help
I think you need some advice on how to think for


i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at 12:07 AM


Saturday, March 04, 2006


Why does the sun go on shining
Why does the sea rush to shore
Don't they know it's the end of the world
Cause you don't love me any more
Why do the birds go on singing
Why do the stars glow above
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when I lost your love
I wake up in the morning and I wonder
Why everything's the same as it was I can't understand, no, I can't understand
How life goes on the way it does
Why does my heart go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when you said goodbye


i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at 4:14 AM


Thursday, March 02, 2006


I finally understand how she feel when she found out that i got affair, the feeling really feel shit no words could explain how i feel. It's just like how much you explain doesnt help how u think about it and how u feel toward this. I really hate myself for beliving the wrong person, and hate myself for letting someone that i love the most lefe me . I think this is bad kama, as i say i always belive so in bad kama and ya man here i am getting all this back. I HATE WAT I AM HAVING NOW.


Early in the morning i put breakfast at your table
And make sure that your coffee has it's sugar and cream
Your eggs are over easy, your toast done lightly
All that's missing is your morning kiss that used to greet me
Now you say your juice is sour, it used to be so sweet
And i can't help but to wonder if you're talking about me
We don't talk the way we used to talk, it's hurting me so deep
I got my pride, i will not cry
But it's making me weak
I'm not your superwoman
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everythings ok Boy i am only human
This girl needs more than occasional Hugs as a token of love from you to me
I fought my way through the rush hour trying to make it home just for you
I want to make sure that your dinner will be waiting for you
But when you get there you just tell me you're not hungry at al
lYou said you'd rather read the paper and you don't want to talk
You're like to think that i'm just crazy when i say that you've changed
I'm convinced i know the problem, you don't love me the same
You're just going through the motions and you're not being fairI got my pride,
i will not cryStill i can't help but care
Ooh baby, look into the corner of your mind
I'll always be there for you through good and bad times
But i can't be that superwoman that you want me to be
I give my everlasting love if you return love to me
If you feel it in your heart and you understand me stop right where you are,
everybody sing along with meI'm the kind of girl that can treat you so swee
tBut you got to realize that you've got to be sweeter to meI need love, i need trust,your love


i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at 4:40 AM


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