Sunday, February 26, 2006
I was looking forward to meet her today, but iknow she wouldnt cause she jus want to get away from me. I suddently felt that i owe her too much far too much that i cant pay back, I got back my SIG policy read through it once again felt so love from that few pieces of paper. I know i shouldnt have been so sticky to her when we were together cause this cause me to be less indepartdent, i am happy that she is doing well now having her exam in march. I really hope that you put in affort in your study well as for me i also will study hard erm... maybe jus to prove you wrong la. I hope that u can forgive me for what i have done to you. I really feel sorry for hurting you nothing else can ease the pain, know finally i am facing the true reality no longing living in my dream.
Sunday, February 19, 2006
Met you by surprise,
I didn't realize
that my life would change forever
Saw you standing there,
I didn't know I cared
there was something special in the air
Dreams are my reality,
the only kind of real fantasy
Illusions are a common thing
I try to live in dreams
It seems as if it's meant to be
Dreams are my reality,
a different kind of reality
I dream of loving in the night
And loving seems alright
Although it's only fantasy
If you do exist,
honey don't resist
show me a new way of loving
Tell me that it's true,
show me what to do
I feel something special about you
Dreams are my reality,
the only kind of reality
may be my foolishness has past
And may be now at last
I'll see how a real thing can be
Dreams are my reality,
a wonderous world where I like to be
I dream of holding you all night
and holding you seems right
perhaps that's my reality
Met you by surprise,
I didn't realize
that my life would change forever
Tell me that it's true,
feelings that are cue
I feel something special about you
Dreams are my reality,
a wonderous world where I like to be
Illusions are a common thing
I try to live in dreams
although it's only fantasy
Dreams are my reality,
I like to dream of you close to me
I dream of loving in the night
and loving you seems right
Perhaps that's my reality
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
3:15 AM
I feel so shit, i feel so lost, i feel that i didnt treasure everything that i have before. I hate myself for being what i am, everyone is doing well expect me. Everyone is having joy and laugher expect me, i hate of having what i am having now. I know i did let you down and lost you when the time i lie to you, pls forgive me can i can stand this kind of life i am going through. I don't know what to say about this but i just cant carry on with this, i don't ask for anything much just hope that we can be fren again i dun wish to lost something important again.
Saturday, February 04, 2006
Looking at the pages of my life
Faded memories of me and you
Mistakes you know I've made a few
I took some shots and fell from time to time
Baby, you were there to pull me through
We've been around the block a time or two
I'm gonna lay it on the line
Ask me how we've come this far
The answer's written in my eyes
Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' youI've lived, I've loved, I've lost, I've paid some dues, baby
We've been to hell and back again
Through it all you're always my best friend
For all the words I didn't say and all the things I didn't do
Tonight I'm gonna find a way
Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' toI'm all about lovin' you
You can take this world awayYou're everything I am
Just read the lines upon my face
I'm all about lovin' you
Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' youAll about lovin' you
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
8:28 PM
I saw her friend yesterday haiz.... all her friend know about us kao... felt so shameful about it. I think i got to avoid all the places so that i wouldnt be able to see them again. I spend a quite chinese new year haiz... got to work till 11pm on the 1st day of new year and the 3rd day as well haiz.... well called her but she dun wan to pick up my call or ever reply my sms. I really cant stand it man well i mean fuck la i know i am wrong but must you treat me like this anot. I dun owe you much la although i do la, I really miss her alot haiz... something words is very hard to describe my feeling well all i can do is to kept those sweet memories.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
9:02 PM
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