Tuesday, October 25, 2005
为何会发生。。。
反反覆覆。。。
回忆的重演。。。
对我来说。。。
该怎么做。。。
该如何面对。。。
到现在。。。
我依旧完全不知。。。
因为难挨寂寞。。。
所以放弃。。。
而接受新的。。。
有种喜新厌旧的感觉。。。
也是种罪恶感。。。
很讨厌这样的我。。。
因为会伤害到所有人。。。
而且这样做。。。
很自私。。。
也很残忍。。。
我不能这样。。。
但是。。。
我还是做了。。。
为何事情会再次发生。。。
为何就不能让我。。。
平静地渡过这三年。。。
才过了几天的时间而已。。。
还剩下那么长的日子。。。
要我如何面对。。。
再次作出同样的决定吗。。。
还是。。。。。。
This is the first time i use chinese to blog erm... abit out of point la but it took me 1hour to do up all these words. I dunno wat to say but only able to say sorry i know wat i have donw wrong but didnt mean to hurt you. I was really hurt when i know the trust between us have broke off. You mean alot in my life i learn alot from every lesson you have taught me, i fall off and manage to get up to catch up with me but i fail to promise on the game rules that we agree before. I got a red card and i am out of the game, but i say no this is unfair to me is jus some small misunderstanding between us why must i get out of this game. I know my impression for you in the 1st place is not very good liao and now yet i still dun behave myself haiz... no cure liao. I tell you something trueful the feeling of lost you is really suck, i mean i know wat i have done was wrong but i need a defence for myself. I jus wanna to say sorry once again for my action i dun wish this will happen again and wanna to let you know that you are as important as my little xiao hong.
i can run but i cant hide
from your looming shadow
tracing my every breath
hanging on my every stutter
i feel your presence
drawing near the clock freezes in this frame
but your murmurs edge themselves deeper
within the crevices of my mind like an enchantment
i can run but i cant hide
you will always be there to bring on the pain
-Sn0w_MaN-
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
2:01 AM
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