4th May 2005, I went back to my 2nd home to clear up my stuff well back at home the feeling is sad and hurtful well no one to blame but myself. I met Ah Ma that morning well whenever i see her i feel so gulity for wat i have done to her, i mean i should but in the end i didnt make it. I was quite sad when i went back to my mama shop hahaha... well say my dearest Kay she also dunno wat to say i also dunno wat to say both of us jus pretend that nothing happen. Ah Ma help to do my things haiz... well before i left also give me a piece of mind with really make me thing actually wat i wan to do in life. I mean to us small things that happen might really be small in our eyes but actually is a big things in the management eyes. Everyone was surpise that why htis kind of things will happen to me well i also dunno i think is jus me la well but i have change to a better one so pls belive me .

I say alot of hometown ppls during yany's wedding dinner haiz... but the worse case was i got to sit that same table as that stupid woman, well she actually quite fake la really dun like her but not to the extend of hate. Yany was pretty really pretty hahaha... but too bad my husband no there congrat her haiz... I saw ah ma that day, clubbing kia kee and xi ke is kaiyi hahaha... she really slim down alot hahaha... to relax la.

I have been slacking for the pass 1 week well doing nothing but eat, sleep and eat, sleep again haiz... day by day, everyday my life have pass like that haiz... well now at least i found something i wan to do in life haiz... that is back to school again well i actally quite execited about going back to school hahaha... look forward man.



There's a time in a person's life
When it's time tat they muz decide to keep moving along
Or remain whether wrong or rite
And though foundations hav all been laid
Some decision jus muz be madeOr you'll stubbornly stay
You'll wake up one dayand find, this time it's too late
So i think u should be aware,it's a crazy old world out there
and it's not always fair, so jus be preparedto take chances While taking care
Cos Changes happen when you dun expect them to
Or else they take the longest time in coming through
to youand when they finally do, you're faced wif Changes
Changes all around you happening
But should u stop the change tat changes everything
Or tryAnd wait to see the prize
Changes bringWhen ur wishes have all been made
and your prayers have all been prayed
Yan can set urself freeBy the changes, dun be afraid.
Cos somewhere there in the path you choose
There's a lesson that you could useIt could widen your view
Get brighter for you
And make you feel you won't lose
So i'll say, "betta be aware"It's a crazy old world
i swear.And it's waiting for youWatever you do
Take the troubleTo take time and care
COs CHanges happen when u dun expect them to
Or else they take the longest time in coming through
To you.ANd when they finally doYou're faced with changes
Changes all around you happeningBut should you stop the
cHange tat changes everything Or tryAnd wait to see the Prize Changes bring

i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at 11:31 PM